L.O.V.E ?? (poetry)

just a feeling that might not be achieved.
not only my parents,
my religion also forbids it.
oh God,
why did you create the feeling of love,
the love that creates a feeling to have.
have someone who we love but in reality it will not be achieved.
I know you must create the people with their respective spouses,
if I'm wrong to love him, God.
whether I have any love for her God,
if I'm wrong to have feeling want to have him, God.
why you make this feeling if you're not sure to approve it God,
if my connection would be disconnected with my family god.
if I would be guilty of you God.
why did you bring me with him and it creates a feeling of love if I can not be with him God.
why