*the deepest of my heart

I just want to apologize for what I have done and for what I have said.
I realize now I have changed a lot.
and I want to fix it.
please forgive me with all humility.
I just want to be like before when people know me as delca.
I just feel like I have to do this.


*the deepest of my hear

L.O.V.E ?? (poetry)

just a feeling that might not be achieved.
not only my parents,
my religion also forbids it.
oh God,
why did you create the feeling of love,
the love that creates a feeling to have.
have someone who we love but in reality it will not be achieved.
I know you must create the people with their respective spouses,
if I'm wrong to love him, God.
whether I have any love for her God,
if I'm wrong to have feeling want to have him, God.
why you make this feeling if you're not sure to approve it God,
if my connection would be disconnected with my family god.
if I would be guilty of you God.
why did you bring me with him and it creates a feeling of love if I can not be with him God.
why

mom (from my heart)

when we fall,
there is always someone who gives us the spirit to remain standing,
when we are weak,
there is always someone who gives us the strength to always be strong,
when we are sad,
there is always a figure who counts us a sense of happiness,
when we are depressed restless,
there is always someone who gives us comfort,
when we thirst,
there is always a figure that gives freshness,
when we feel empty,
there is always someone who will always fill.
when we slumped,
there is always someone who raised us.

the figure that will always  in our lives,
someone who is always faithful to with us in whatever it is,
at any time it
and  no matter where it is
someone who always gives life.
figure that is always enlightening,
a figure that is always refreshing,

someone who always gives a smile.


*mom

DUBIDU

dubidu,
thats what we call our class yesterday.
12 social 2.
hha_
with our teachers
-. mam mega (sociology)
-. sir dayat (english)
-. mam bajuri (geography)
-. mam "lost point" (art n' culture)
-. sir abi (religion)
-. sir marwan (sport)
-. mam emi (indonesia)
-. frau letty (deutsch)
-. mam sri asmunia (history)
-. mam mely (mathematics)
-. sir taufik (economy)
-. sir kirno (accounting)
-. sir heru (mulok)
-.etc

unfortunately i don't have their picture completly.
thanks alot for my teacher,
for lessmore 1 years have teach me in dubidu.
not only the theachers,
my friend @dubidu too.
ok,
i will show u who the are.

start from our full people

thats take @12 social2 with our mother
MAM MEGA =D
unfortunately,
ridwan doesn't there.
he didn't come.

and this with our teachers (only a few)

and this,
when we have SENAM BERSAMA, 
mam mely, sir taufik n' sir marwan with us =D

and this we take when we finish our SENAM BERSAMA,
after do school cleaning =D

and this one,
mm i forget, i think it was take when we do school clening to.
we take it with many styles =D

and this,
when nothing teacher in our class.
i forget when we take it,
what time n' what day,
so i make it be one.

and this we take on friday =D

and this our farewell party ='(

at last i'll introduce them,
start from the girls =D

1. mentari mozarela
2. rusdiana
3. fitriyana ramadini
4. shanty mulyana
5. yeni asmara dewi
6. rindawati
7. aqmarina lailani
8. delca handayani
9. helda riadi
10. yeni herlinda
11. pandu widianata
12. indria lestari
13. devi pranita
14. novitasari
15. dwi
16. reza yunita
17. fierda
18. angin dini hari
19. diansari
20. ariqe okta prisilia
21. sonia amalia guanita
22. molisa samantha
23. yulisa fitriani
24. aprilina


and for the boys =D

1. mulya saputra
2. husni wirya
3. boik
4. okta
5. andre triana
6. doni raihand
7. rahmad kurniawan
8. roni
9. panji novrima
10. deri wisnu
11. wahyu anglei
12. sutami sueno
13. m.jodi riski
14. ridwan (nothin' here)

SWEET MEMORIES WITH U ALL GUYS,

TRY TO BE BEST GUYS,
PROUD FO UR SELF,
MAKE UR LIFE USEFULL,
HAPPY BE UR SELF,
WE'LL BE SUCCESS PEOPLE GUYS (AMIEN)

KENAPA EMINEM? WHY EMINEM?

if u ask me why should eminem?
that just need simple answer.

he is cool father,
best rapper ever,
every word that he said have meaning full.
he's mt motivator,
my inspirator,

when i feel boreng. always listening him.
yoyoyo,
keepshadysoldier =D

Marshall Bruce Mathers III (born October 17, 1972), 

better known by his stage name Eminem or his alter ego Slim Shady

occupation         : rapper, record producer, song writer, actor

associated acts  : d12, bad meets evik, proff, obie trice, dr.dre, 50cent, yelawolf, slaughterhouse, nate dogg

origin detroit, michigan, U.S

his album :

the slim shady LP

the marshall mathers LP n' the eminem show

encore

relapse n' refill

recovery and bad meets evil reunion

and' 

the important thing is

I LIKE HIS TATOO =D

i hope i can see u Marshall

(AMIEN)